Saturday, 20 October 2018

As Time Goes By #5


Yesterday’s future
is today, just as today
is tomorrow’s past

Tomorrow never comes they say, for when that minute hand passes midnight, it’s today. Unlike yesterday, which along with all the other yesterdays that preceded it, is always with us. Whatever happened, for good or ill, can’t be undone. We can’t
un-see, un-hear or un-do things, or take back what blurted from our mouths. We can seek forgiveness if needed, but those moments have been laid down on our brain’s recording mechanism. And on our hearts.

Our memory banks are full of moments that have become part of how we see ourselves and where we fit in the world, or maybe how we believe we don’t fit. From our earliest memories, we glean our sense of family and whether or not it is a safe and loving place. Those early years provide the basis for the way we encounter the world beyond the four walls of home, and unless something comes from left field to turn that on its head, our approach to life is not necessarily set in concrete, but is often set on a path with only a minimal margin of divergence allowable. It takes a strong character to go against the flow, not impossible but you have to paddle hard.

Our lives are filled with joys and sorrows, challenges both exciting and traumatic, the ebbing and flowing of friendships, relationships, loss of loved ones, the stability or otherwise of physical, financial, emotional, mental and spiritual health. They all have an impact on how we view the world. We draw on our memories from time to time, some of which bring comfort and a smile to our face, while others are covered with scar tissue and sore to the touch.

The past doesn’t have to define us. Tomorrow gives us hope. There is always the possibility of a new beginning, the righting of wrongs, the setting out on a new path, but it has to begin and continue in the present.



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